Myself and my friend, Danielle have decided to do
Blog Every Day in August this year. This is the first time I’ve ever
done anything of this sort and when Danielle suggested it to me I agreed
without really thinking about it. Mainly because I’ve been so
unmotivated this summer and although I had all these plans, I haven’t
followed through with any of them. Motivating myself is
probably my biggest failure in life. Which is a massive problem because
without motivation we would literally do nothing.
I love blogging, I love writing, I love learning
but I lack the motivation to make myself go and do these things. I’m
starting to think I’m not bothered doing any of these things because I
don’t have any end goal. I have nothing to work up to, nothing I’m
trying to achieve. I have no plan and no idea what I want to do with my
life. So basically I have no reason for ever doing anything. Hence my
lack of motivation. But I’m working on it okay? I’m working on my plan
and on my ability to motivate but until then I rely on structure. Which
is what BEDA will give me. Every day for the month of August I will post
a blog. Dedication, my friends. Let’s see how long this will last.
In other news, today I bought The Casual Vacancy for
five euro in Khan’s discount bookshop. I’ve heard a lot of very mixed
reviews about this book so I’m very interested to read it and make up my
own mind.
I’m working with the Kilkenny Arts Festival for a
few weeks right now in the lead up to the actual festival. I’m selling
tickets in the box office and mainly just being really awkward around
customers. It doesn’t help that the phone headset I have to use sounds
really scratchy and crap so it’s really difficult for me to understand
what people are asking for over the phone. Social interaction was never
my fortae.Kate
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